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Area of Connecticut where the murders happened. |
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9 Massow Lane Zoomed in. |
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Area of Connecticut where the murders happened. |
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9 Massow Lane Zoomed in. |
Growing up in Connecticut, I have heard of this case before I can remember. Not only because it happened in an affluent town, and further more in a gated community, but it also had to do with relatives of the Kennedy's. One of the most powerful and well known families in the country. The Skakel family was related to the Kennedy's through Ethel, who was once married to RFK. RFK was the US Attorney General who appointed while his brother JFK was President of the United States. JFK was assassinated in 1963. RFK was killed while running for president in 1968. Their brother Ted Kennedy was also involved in an incident in 1969 where his car went off a bridge. While Ted lived, his passenger was killed. All that being said, in 1975 when Martha Moxley was murdered, Kennedy was more of a household name than the Obama's during Barack's tenure as president. So when it became public that a Kennedy cousin might have been involved in the murder, in the gated community of Bell Haven, which is on of the most affluent towns in the country, it became national news.
1974-1975
Sometime during the mid 1970s, the Moxley family moved from San Francisco, California to the Bell Haven section of Greenwich, Ct. They moved to 38 Walsh Lane, which is directly across the street from the Skakel home. It was said that Martha got to know the Skakel's over the summer of 1975. While there were 7 siblings in the Skakel family that lived in Bell Haven, Martha knew Tommy 17, and Micheal 15 more than anyone. Probably because of the closeness in age. Martha was 15 at the time.
From the outside looking in, the Skakel's seemed to be having a tough time. Anne (Reynolds) Skakel died of brain cancer in 1973. The Skakels father Rushton is said to not be much of a home keeper. So after Anne passed away, he would hire live in nanny's and tutors to help with the kids and around the house. At the time that Martha was murdered, Ken Littleton was the live-in tutor. He started working for the Skakel's the day that Martha was murdered.
October 30th, 1975. Mischief Night.
This Link will take you to a Tap talk page where someone has mapped out the details of the movements of as many people as they can the day and night Martha was murdered. While I understand the relevance of this, I chose not to include it because it strains the continuity of the post. Also, much of it doesn't seem relevant to the events that are around the time of her murder, in my opinion.
At about 6:30 Martha left the house to meet her friend Helen. Shortly there after the met up with Jeffery Byrne 11, and Jackie Wettenhall. This group would stop by the Skakel household a few times that night. The first few times they stopped by, the Skakel children were not home. They were with Ken Littleton at the Bell Haven Club having dinner. Also at dinner at the Bell Haven club was James Terrien (Skakel cousin), and Andrea Shakespeare.
At around 9pm, Martha, Helen and Jeffery Byrne again went to the Skakel house and met up with Michael Skakel. According to court documents, (see resources at the bottom of the page This is from Michael Skakels 2007 appeal for a new trial that was filed in Stamford.) The four of them sat in a Lincoln Continental on the side of the house, listening to music. (While I won't argue with the court documents, I also suspect the reason they sat in the car that night was because it was cold. Coldest day in October so far that year. It was 32 or so degrees, and it was 10 to 20 mph winds, and wind gusts. With the windchill, it must have seemed like it was in the 20s that night.)
According to court documents, Micheal Skakel considered this moment with Martha a "moment of closeness." Not long after, Tommy Skakel would join them in the car. At about 9:30 the elder Skakel boys Rushton Jr, John came out to the car with James Treeien. They told the teens in the car that they were taking it to give James a ride home.
When the 5 of them got out of the car so that the elder boys could give James a ride home, Helen stated that Tommy and Martha were engaged in horse play. She stated that she felt a little embarrassed about the flirting. Helen also stated that her and Jeffery Byrnes left together.
Dorothy Moxley, Martha's mother, had been painting the trim that night in one of the rooms of the house. She stated to police that she heard a commotion around 9:30 or 10. Then decided to clean up the paint and take a shower. She was waiting up when Martha's brother came home. Then fell asleep while waiting for Martha to get home. When Dorothy woke in the middle of the night and Martha still wasn't home, she made some calls. First to the Skakel house, then to the Terrien house, and to the Byrnes house. After failing to find Martha, she called the police. After some searching, the police assured her that Martha was probably out and would come home in the morning. When morning came around and still no Martha, Dorthy knew something was really wrong.
October 31, 1975
Around 12:30 Jackie Wettenhall walked through her backyard to the Moxley's and saw Martha lying face down under a Pine tree. She wasn't moving, and her pants were around her ankles.
Sometime after leaving the Skakel property, Martha walked back towards her house and seemingly went up the right part of her horseshoe shaped driveway. She was attacked by someone with a golf club. The person hitting her 8 or 9 times in the head. Then the killer drove the broken part of the shaft through her neck. Dr. Henry Lee would go on to say that the wound to her neck was either "in extremis" (meaning at the point of death. Clairty, for it is not my wording.) or full deceased. The club was a part of a set that had the Skakel's mother's name embroidered on it. Rushton Sr had bought the set for her, and it was the only set like it in the nieghboorhood.
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The window on the third floor in this picture is Maratha's bedroom. |
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38 Walsh Lane from another angle. The same window is hidden in this picture, but it shows the trees in the back of the house. |
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From the arrest warrant, some of the items that were found in trash bags on Albany Avenue in Hartford. |
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At the top of the page is 4 Jefferson Crossing. Home of Fotis Dulos and his office for the Fore Group. The end of the line at the bottom of the page is 80 Mountain Spring Road. Just 2.12 miles apart. |
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Map showing how close Well's Lane is to the school where Jenifer dropped her kids off the morning of her murder. |
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The line shows the distance between 4 Jefferson Crossing at the bottom, and ending at Starbucks on Albany Ave in West Hartford. |
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Law Enforcement observations of the movement of the Ford Raptor and what looks like Fotis and Michelle dropping items in trash cans. |
If I could accurately explain this in a single word, I would use interconnectedness.
If I could help to simplify this idea more, I would say that small mind exists within Big mind, and that Big mind can not exist within small mind.
Inside the small mind, there exists the ego. To access Big Mind, you have to let go of the ego.
This is something that I see a lot of people struggle with when trying to open themselves up to Big Mind. Trying to define your ego is like chasing a shadow. However, the answer is more simple than people make it. In ego death, you open to big mind. Ego death, is much like actual death in the sense that you can no longer implement your will.
So to lose these ideas that you are some individual person that exists in this ocean of life is to connect to the larger self. How to do so is thought…….fully. How to do that is to raise your awareness.
The next time that you sit to meditate, take the time to consider that you can not exist on this planet without the sunlight. That burning ball of gases that seems to rise and fall each day. It is the sun that grows the plants that we all depend on to live and thrive. It's light and heat so strong that it can travel millions of miles and still light and heat our planet. If the sun were to go out, we would stop existing in our human form. All the plants on the earth would die, the planet would go too cold to live on. Without the sun, plants can not turn carbon dioxide into breathable oxygen. The plants would no longer be able to feed the herbivores that help humans to sustain life.
The next time you sit down to eat a piece of bread, consider that it is part of the sunlight that traveled all these miles to give the plant energy. That the wind blew the rain over the field to water it. That its roots grew into the ground to pull the nutrients from the soil. Now that you are going to eat this, ask your self….how are you not the sun, the wind, the earth, and the rain?
Thank you for reading, Phoenix.
I think that this is something that if more people understood what it means at it’s core, that it may help with a deeper understanding of meditation. I was talking with a friend today about finally getting into a regular practice. Fore reference, I have known how to meditate for more than 10 years, and just never really did it every day. Partly because I didn’t think it was necessary. With a lot of the things that have happened in my personal life recently, I have turned to a daily practice. Even getting lost and practicing multiple times a day because it is clear how much I needed it. Since I have known for years how to meditate, it has come rather easy to me. Where my friend said that he really had to focus. Also, that he was easily distracted. I smiled and said that is because you are doing it wrong. I know this, because I used to do it wrong as well. This was the hardest part for me, and not that I can speak for everyone else, it seems like it is one of the hardest parts for everyone. This is because we are so used to ‘doing’ whereas meditation is ‘not doing.’
So what do I mean when I say ‘not doing.’ Not doing is stopping what you are doing, and opening to the moment. My friend pointed out to me that everyone journey or understanding is different. Which is a yes and no answer. Bird’s don’t have a word for love, but they understand it. While their experience is remarkably different, some of the things that they feel are universal.
That being said, there is a universal understanding of our original mind. That understanding is awareness. If you were to go backwards until you were an infant and unlearned everything along the way, you would go back to the pure awareness of a newborn baby. Hearing the rain for the first time, but not knowing what that even is. Hearing the sound of a cat before you knew what a cat was. Your original mind that asked, “What was that?” Before you even knew the words, ‘what was that?’ That is your original mind. The mind you were born with. Like a blank sheet of typing paper ready to be filled. Just aware and nothing else.
Older Buddhist teaching say that our mind is a vessel, or a cup. When it is full to the brim, the more you try and pour in, the more that pours out. If that is true, that the mind is a cup, then meditation is simply emptying the cup. Reminding yourself that you are not really your job, or how much money you have in your bank account, if you want to get all Tyler Durden about life. While that may seem like a joke, when I was learning how to meditate years ago, I was reading a lot of Chuck Palanunk. It is still one of the exercises that I do when I am sitting and getting into a mindset that is conducive for letting go.
That is the last point that I want to make before I finish this post. Letting go. I want you to take this as a metaphor for your emotions. That is because the act of letting go, this non-doing, is unlike what you are used to thinking as doing something.
Pretend that you have been carrying a 20lb weight in your hand for a few hours. After a while, your muscles start to scream and get tired. Then there is the relief of finally putting it down. Your muscles loosen, you feel relief. Your emotions are a lot of the same thing. You carry some for a long time before you finally put them down. Not knowing how much pain you were causing yourself from carrying them for so long. With meditation, this feeling of letting go of the weight of your emotions is ready at hand. You just let go of the chain of suffering. This is non-doing, this is opening. Returning to your original mind. Where the mind is empty and ready.
Thanks for reading. I hope you have a great rest of your day.
The Murder of Holly Piiraninen.
August 5, 1993.
While Holly Piiraninen lived in Grafton, Massachusetts, she was staying at her Grandparents' lakefront property on South shore Dr in Sturbridge, Ma in early August 1993.On August 5th, Holly, 10, had spent the morning with her father and two brothers on the lake. Returning to their South Shore Dr home sometime before noon. After changing her clothes, Holly and her brother Zack who was 5 walked down South Shore Dr towards Allen Rd to look at a littler of Collie Puppies. This was something they had done frequently while staying at their grandparents, This was around 11:45 am. Zack returned to the house on South Shore after being scared by a dog that barked at him.
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The Intersection of Allen Road and South Shore Dr. The "farm" I believe is the property at 3 South Shore Dr. As it is the only property at that intersection. |
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Street View of the intersection of South Shore and Allen Rd. Looking south. |
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Street view of South Shore Dr from Allen Rd. Farm is to the right and used to have a wooden fence. |
Around the same time, a pair of Cousins who were staying at 66 Allen Rd began walking down to their mailbox. While almost to the mailbox, they saw a brown pickup with a cap slow from about 40 mph to a crawl and was "looking at their bodies."
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The mailbox at 66 Allen Rd, and a general view of the direction in which the truck was traveling. The truck would be coming towards you in this picture. |
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Street view looking up the driveway at 66 Allen Rd. |
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Street view of Allen Rd looking north. 66 Allen Rd where the girls saw the man in the brown truck is on the right. Near the van in this picture is the intersection of South Shore and Allen Rd. |
The pair of girls at 66 Allen Rd went back up the driveway when they saw him get close. After waiting, they went back down to the mailbox a second time, only to find that the man had turned around, driven back by 66 Allen Rd going south, then turn around again and drove back by 66 Allen Rd going north for the second time. Causing the girls once again to run back up the driveway at 66 Allen Rd.
At this point, one of the girls went into the house and out of a second story window and saw the man had turned around again, possibly at South Shore Dr, and was now speeding past their house at 66 Allen drive again heading south, this time not looking for the girls.
When their father learned that Zack had returned to the house without Holly, he sent both brothers to the farm to bring her home for lunch. A witness that was driving by saw the brothers near the intersection, seeming to be looking around for something. Then they returned to the "camp" as they all called it and told their father that they had not been able to find Holly. Holly's father put them in his vehicle and began driving down south shore, and up and down Allen Rd looking for Holly, before calling police at 1pm.
According to The Boston Globe, 80 firefighters and members of law enforcement spent 9 hours looking for Holly on August 5th. The next day, over 500 volunteers searched for Holly, one of the largest searches to date. Holly's grandmother had even called "America's Most wanted" with John Walsh making a few short segment videos that were aired in New England within 72 hours of Holly going missing.
Holly found.
On October 23, 1993 Holly's body was found off of 5 Ridge Rd in Brimfield, Ma less than ten miles from where she was taken. Her body was found off of the Grand Trunk Trail.
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Distance from where Holly went missing to where she was found. |
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Parking lot for the Grand Trunk Trail as it appeared in 1993. |
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Grand Trunk Trail parking lot as it appears now. |
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Location where she was found. |
The discovery of the body seemed to bring up few clues into who took Holly and why. Over the next few years, the case went cold. That was until 2012 when law enforcement released a picture of David Pouliot. Saying that they had definitively linked David to items found at the crime scene in Brimfield, Ma. Since Pouliot had died in 2003, police reached out for the public's help if anyone knew where he went hunting and fishing in the area.
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David Pouliot, |
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Picture of Tank top released by law enforcement in 2023. |
In February 2023 police released this image of a tank top that was found near Holly's body in Brimfield, Ma. Again asking the public where this shirt might have been made or sold.
Source Material and Further Reading.
https://rss.com/podcasts/hollysbeentaken/
https://www.newspapers.com/article/news-journal-holly-piirainen-10-body-fo/127512398/
https://www.newspapers.com/article/the-berkshire-eagle/34839256/
https://www.newspapers.com/article/the-boston-globe/81100205/
Debbie Spickler 13, missing from Rockville/Vernon, since July, 24 1968
Irene Larosa 17, Missing from Ellington, CT since March 1971
Janice Pockett 7, missing from Tolland, CT since July 26, 1973
Lisa White. 13 Missing from Rockville/Vernon, CT since Nov 1st 1974
Susan La Rosa Missing from Rockville/Vernon, CT since June 22, 1975
Patrica Luce Missing from Rockville/Vernon, CT since July 18, 1978
Debbie Spickler and Janice Pockett.
I consider Debbie Spickler’s case and Janice Pockett’s case as the outliers in the Tolland County 6. As far as connections to the other cases that I listed, the only real connections that I have found are they all happened around the same general time and in the same general area. However, both cases seem to also have something that seems to set them apart. In the case of Debbie Spickler it seems to happen years before the others, and Janice Pockett seems too young to fit the victim profile. If not for both of the factors, I think I would be calling this post the Rockville 4. I think that you will see what I mean.
Debbie Spickler.
Debbie Spickler 13, would go missing from Henry park in Vernon on July 24, 1968.
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The area where Debbie Spickler went missing. The white dot on the lower right is 1/2 Fox hill Dr. where she was staying. |
While there isn’t a lot of information on this case, Debbie was staying at a relative's house at ½ Fox Hill Dr the day that she went missing. It has been said that Debbie and her cousin were said to be looking for a friend that day. Eventually splitting up to try and find the person. Debbie was last seen walking towards the pool in Henry Park. Debbie has not been seen since.
Janice Pockett
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janice Pockett. |
Janice Pockett would go missing on July 26, 1973, not far from her home in Tolland, CT. After returning from the grocery store, Janice and her sister got into an argument over the color of toothbrushes that they had bought. Not long after that, Janice asked her mother if she could go down the street to collect a dead butterfly that she had hidden under a rock. This was near the intersection of Rhodes Rd and Anthony Rd. According to her sister, this was like a perfect butterfly. Wings and all still intact. They had found it on an earlier walk with their mother, and Jancie had placed it under a rock so that she come back and get it. Her mother told her to go and get the butterfly and come right back. Giving her a white envolpe to put the butterfly in. This was the last time that anyone would see Janice.
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The intersection of Anthony and Rhodes Rd where Janice went missing. Here house is one of the first few on the right side of Anthony Rd. Brice Grove Primary school was not built until 1999 |
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Tolland, Ct. The white dot is the intersection of Anthony and Rhodes Rd, where Janice went missing. |
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The two points on here show the distance between where Janice Pocket went missing and where Debbie Spickler went missing. |
Janice's mother would eventually go and look for her with her sister. Finding Janice's bike laying on the ground, and no Janice. The police were called and searches began. Eventually, a witness came forward saying that they
were going to the store that day. One of the neighbors, Nancy McDonald. She said she was traveling west on Rhodes road. When she came to the intersection of Anthony and Rhodes Road, there was a
station wagon parked across the dirt road, so she could not continue down Rhodes
road. She was forced to take a left and head to the store by going down Anthony Rd. It was a blue 4 door station wagon, and there was man about 6'2 skinny with a receding hairline near the car. The man that she saw was in a also green khaki uniform that Nancy said "workers" wore at the time. A quick google search of this type of uniform and the time period brings up a lot of military clothing. However, both protesters and active military had worn this type of clothing back then. This isn't what she describes, but it was a popular color back then.
Since I don’t live far from here, I made the half hour or so drive to Tolland so see the lay of the land for my self. The impression that I came away with was that this area was what I would call “the middle of nowhere.” Though the intersection where Janice went missing is just a little over a mile off of the main road, you have to remember that this is the main road of a farming town. If 84 even existed at this time, it was a fairly new highway. The Birch Grove Primary School near the intersection where she went missing wouldn’t be built until 1999.
Also, if you really look at the map there is only really 4 ways in and out of this area. This is why the only witness to Janice's disappearance turned and went down Anthony Rd instead of Rhodes Road. Couple that with the fact that Janice went missing around 3:30 in the afternoon and the man who was seen around the time that she went missing was wearing a uniform, it makes me wonder a few things. Did the person who took Janice get out of work, and just happen to see her on their way home? If so, is it possible that the person lived in the area, and that Janice still might not be all that far from home?
The Rockville 4.
I generally like to cover cases in chronological order because sometimes going over the events as they happen can revel clues. With all the odd connections between the next four cases, I decided not to cover it that way. This is also why I listed the cases at the top of the post. So you could quickly reference who went missing and when.
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Lisa White. |
On October 31, 1974, Lisa was picked up by her mother at the State Police station. She had been caught with her friend Maria and a couple of guys throwing pumpkins out of the window of a car on Interstate 84 near the Massachusetts border. Her mother grounded her and told her that she wasn't to see anyone that she had gotten into trouble with. On November 1st, Lisa waited for her mother to go to work before making the trip on foot from her home one Regan Rd, (Not to be confused with Regan St which is much closer) to her friend Maria's on Prospect street.
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Approximate distance from Lisa White house on Regan Rd to her friend Maria's house on Prospect st. Note where Rockville Pharmacy is as well. It will be important in the next case. |
According to Maria on the Paper Ghost's podcast, Lisa wanted to apologize to Maria's parents about getting her into trouble. Since Maria's mother wasn't home, and her father asleep, Lisa left a note for them. At some point that night, Lisa said goodbye to Maria and headed home. It was the last time anyone would see Lisa White.
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The distance between Lisa White and Debbie Spickler's disappearances. The red boundary is Rockville, which is a section of Vernon, Ct. |
Susan LaRosa.
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Susan LaRosa. |
Seven months after Lisa White went missing, Susan LaRosa 20, would go missing after leaving her home on Ward St in downtown Rockville on July 22, 1975. According to her husband Bob LaRosa, Susan left in the evening to go to the pharmacy. She was going to get formula and call her mother from the payphone. This is something that Susan would do every day.
Bob Larosa was the last person to see Susan alive. Bo LaRosa also used to live next to Lisa White on Regan Rd.
Irene LaRosa.
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Irene LaRosa missing since 1971. |
Again, the connections to these cases can be a bit hard to follow, so reference the timeline if it gets too confusing.
Irene LaRosa is the sister of Bob LaRosa. Irene went missing sometime in 1971, and it was not reported to police for 45 years. During the research into one of the podcast's that covers these cases, Irene's niece would discover this, and finally report her missing. While there are rumors that she might have run away, her connection to Bob LaRosa, whose wife would go missing 4 years later, at least deserves a mention.
Patricia Luce
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Patricia Luce went missing from 7-11 in Rockville. Just two months after Susan LaRosa's body was found on May 23, 1978. Near I86 (now I84) in Vernon. |
Patricia Luce was dropped off at the 7-11 by her brother David Luce on July 18, 1978. thier parents were out of town, and her brother had just gotten his new Motorcycle on the road. While he was somewhat hesitant to leave her there, she said that she would be fine. He wouldn't figure out until trying to go home later that night that something was wrong. He had tried to get into the house, but it was still locked. Patti had the only key. When he had dropped her off at the 7-11, it was the last time that she was seen alive. Her body being found in Marlboro, Ct March 13, 1979.
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Lisa White and Patricia Luce on the same cheerleading team. |
Inclusion and exclusion.
There are a lot of theories about which of these cases might be connected and which might not be. The Paper Ghost's Podcast goings further into detail about these cases, including a lot of interviews with family members and witnesses from the days that this happened. It focuses a lot on the possibility of Bob LaRosa being involved in more than just the case of his wife going missing. Paper Ghost's makes a great point though about inclusion and exclusion. No matter what, you can not seem to include or exclude a case from another. Even down to Janice Pockett who was 5 miles away, in the middle of nowhere. As reported from the Paper Ghost's podcast. Bob LaRosa got rid of a station wagon, and some of his green Khaki clothes.
Patricia Luce's case was covered in the Crossing the Line podcast, which was also by M. William Phelps who also did the Paper Ghost's Podcast.
Sources and further Reading.
Paper Ghosts Podcast.
Crossing the line Podcast.
News Paper Clippings.
It was a typical Thursday on 21 March 1996 when Anita Patel showed up to her parent's house at 9 Massow Dr in Windsor, Ct around 8:20 am...